YES, i want some cheese with my whine!

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so, i wrote this long old nasty post.

then i read Michaela's blog.

thank you for your insights.

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I will, however, tell you some of what's been going on, my thoughts, moods, feelings, etc.
First of all, i have this weird stomach pain. thats random, i know.
For a long while, i was feeling extremely depressed. Post partum stuff? --maybe. Most likely just life situational things. I was feeling much better for a few days. Now i'm depressed again. i wish it would go away. wouldnt that be nice?
-- Like, that commercial for some cell phone group. This guy in an office has two voodoo dolls and says that one is for huge overages and the other for roaming. Then, he says he's gonna make one for loneliness. ... Yeah, that would be nice.
Things arent helped any by the fact that somethings wrong w/ erica. not sure what... Well, right now she's tearing up my basement. grrr. she actually figured out how to get the CD to come out of my computer. Anyway, she's all snotty. its gross. Tonight, she screamed and screamed.

Our car died. yeah.... .... .. .. Life is gonna be interesting now.

i've been going thru Blog-withdrawal. Which is partially why i'm writing so much now.
I APPOLOGIZE to those of you that i normally read and comment to. I've just been so busy.

i think i'll go cry.
goodnight...